rebuild from coffee up the morning that collapsed |
let me also remember the joy of floating upright as far from the ground as from the sky |
the moon fails to put a shine on these lustless unremarkable hauntings |
follow the tic-tac-toe of his belt that’s his dog that bright one right there |
where am i what am i doing here why am i holding this hand grenade |
one layer at a time the sky collapses till a dark gold ring surrounds the earth |
prematurely gone to dust there i fell and there i stayed |
bless this home and all those employed here |
i’m taking you back out of this dark and forgetting place into the daunting glare of the stage lights |
long overdue long look at yourself |
finally got around to raising that ruckus took me long enough am i right |
My loveliest chokes and warbles fall, rise, echo unheard, return to earth and die. |
crack your knuckles pray for insight play metallica |
a moth flitted around my phone as i fired up a game |
ducks waggled through like tourists kids the same left footprints in the muck like the ones on the moon but deeper |
i lean against my car for one more bukowski poem |
there will be birds who know you by name not a one of them can be trusted |
thought he was praying but he was scrolling through his phone |
you overlooked the path of my fingerprints highlighting the secret message |
what if it hurts forever? |
my daily mouthful of blood |
this used to be a bird |
thousands of tadpoles attempt to ripen into a throng of frogs |
make love to the virus |
no one posts a facebook congrats on my minor reincarnation |
i broke free on a tuesday |
the weave of color that heaves up over the hill like flags of a safe and welcoming country |
rules have changed and nearness is the new weird |
plunge your face into the petals let the scent absorb you |
my storm dropped around me as i drove |
some genetic gear slipped its strand announcing my decline |
dying is the ugly scribble of yarn wasted as you learn to loom |
this is the day you'll find god |
i get the shakes if i go too long without |
you savage your errant words with a pencil’s unforgiving end as if to punish the paper for its lack of oversight |
it seems every year they up the price of a dream |
when you have nothing to write about, you write about writing |
it all seems heavier at night the rage of all those eons heaving down upon you |
an acorn remembers its future |
your eyelashes and birthday smoke fetch nothing from an indifferent sky |
i have no advice to give no pearls of wisdom to disperse |
it lives on basement dank and starves its own dreams just to make them stronger |
the dice drop nothing but eyes |
oh the rush of accomplishment that comes with that click |
what you find you keep to yourself what you love you love alone |
hope fled and i sped after in a '98 taurus shaking like a wet puppy and reaching out the window every twenty seconds to wipe the rain from the windshield |
you leave all the pages empty the ink unspent |
How can a perfect stranger come into your life and hijack your heart? |
above the broken dunkin' donut promises |
All the girls swooned for A guy who could play guitar. I took up the bass |
poor aurora like a sunflower heavy with lovely bent by the weight of her own light |
write down a word quickly the first that comes to mind |
i looked into a truck stop mirror and saw |
next time i say no i'll mean it |
we fully expect you to hate us once in a while almost as an after school hobby |
into and out of the parking garage through the front door with a card swipe the elevator is waiting to eat you |
tight black power lines cut the sky into ribbons the clouds do not mind |
my river is a woman as beautiful and fearsome as any i've known |
i will never be a rich man but i can give you poetry |
now reach again into this fire it is also your heart |
a loud and lonesome bird has built its nest in my heart |
far greater than any sunset i've ever seen or any ocean i've ever challenged are the soft weapons of her eyes |
i prefer my tree dressed in april |
his eyes follow me i sit only a few feet away and tell him it's not safe here |
when it begins to break hold your heart in your hands feel it kick like a restless toy |
january lies and says you're forgive |
dark december elves scuttle cross the rooftop tuck and pitch down the flue |
unfamiliar with the usual posturing i prayed from my chair over coffee |
i live with a black cat named rainbow |
the sky rolled like a funhouse barrel and she fell tumbling to unfold at my feet |
everything was easy cash like a pad of post-it notes and time enough to ramble and pause |
don't come calling this weekend my phones will all be melted my doors will all be dumb |
astronomers and meteorologists are hard at work even as i speak to find a perfectly good explanation for the rain of blood |
all junkies must be destroyed |
one remains between granny's nails blinks and buzzes and worries its wings |
My heart moves like a shuffled deck. |
i believe if god touches us at all, it will be with the back of his hand |